
Yussof is a Malaysian's folk
singer-musician-composer. One of his earlier involvement in local
scene being in the group, Ikhlas, a project of RAP, owned by famous
composer, Mr.
Roslan
Aziz, which is also one of the three judge of
Malaysian Idol judges.
Amir's musical journey started late in life. He was a math
& science student attending the Peninsula Church of England
School in Mt. Eliza,
Frankston, a suburb in
Melbourne,
Australia. He took a year off for work experience
and the returned to Melbourne to enroll at
Monash University
where he took up a degree in
Economics, Economic Statistics,
Accounting and
Psychology. No one will ever
know ( Amir doesn't know why himself) the reason why he made this
choice but because of it, he eventually became a musician rather
than a Veterinary Surgeon or a
Naturalist.
During his first year as a
university student, he got bored. To him, Economics was the only
subject in the world less boring than Economic Statistics. He was
also sure he would never be an Accountant. And so he stopped
attending lectures and basically stopped studying. He failed all
his final exams with the exception of Psychology. Psychology he
found interesting and the fact that it was multiple choice may have
contributed a little to the final outcome. He wasn't ready for
University and University wasn't ready for him. It wasn't going to
happen so, he dropped out. Somewhere in between the time he stopped
studying and the time that he dropped out, he picked up a
guitar and started
listening to
Bob
Dylan. As Amir puts it, " Bob always seemed to sound like he
was worse off than I was and listening to him cheered me up."
Knowing a few basic chords that he had learnt from his older
brother years ago, Amir set dedicated himself to learning to play
the instrument. It was difficult. It didn't seem natural to force
your hands to accommodate strange positions and frustration quickly
set in. He gave it up. And then he met a girl.
Her name was
Dorota, a polish girl whose parents had had migrated to Australia a
few generations ago. It didn't last very long but Amir fell very
much in like with her and their parting left him depressed and
wallowing in self-pity. He needed an outlet for his grief and it
seemed only natural to write down his feelings as a means of
dealing with his emotions. But journals and diaries had never been
his cup of tea and it only seemed natural to write…..songs. Here
was a great idea. He could kill two birds with one stone. Learn to
play an instrument and relieve his depressed state simultaneously.
With nothing better to do, the choice was obvious. Amir wrote about
25 songs in those six months. Pathetic ballads in minor chords,
lamenting his loss and heart ache. Without being aware of it, Amir
had just made a quick right turn on the highway of life.
He
returned home with the shattering news of his failure (or rather,
his lack of effort) and reassured his parents that he would return
to finish the degree in a couple of years if he didn't manage to
survive without it. That bought him some time and he quickly set
about looking for some way of generating some income. To earn a
living he sold children's encyclopedias. Difficult and humiliating.
Selling fire extinguishers had a higher success rate but was tiring
and repetitive. Working in a storeroom was hot and sweaty and paid
very little and he was beginning to sink into a quagmire of
self-doubt and depression. And then one lonely night, he walked
into a pub.
The Underground was a small, English style pub next
to Hock Lee's mini market in Damansara Heights, a suburb of Kuala
Lumpur, Malaysia. It was 8:30 pm on a Friday night as he entered
the bar, and the happy hour crowd was thinning. He grabbed a stool
at the bar and ordered a cold one. At nine o'clock, the live music
began and he decided to stay on and have a listen. It might take
his mind off things for a while. The soloist on stage entertained
the crowd with old favourites from
Simon & Garfunkel,
The Eagles,
James Taylor
and even bob Dylan. The audience were enjoying themselves
tremendously and so was the musician. What a great occupation, he
thought. Work looks like great fun and people appreciate your work.
Little did he know at the time what a job it was going to
be.
The next few months saw Amir spending his days locked away
in his room learning guitar chords to familiar songs from famous
songbooks like the Let it Be Me book. Once he had gathered 15
songs, it was time to take the plunge and look for a gig. It was a
proud moment the night he set out to visit certain small live music
establishments. He felt like a musician.
Finding a job would be
more difficult than he thought. Experienced musicians had the
market occupied and pub owners agreed to auditions only during
happy hours. It provided free entertainment for their patrons as
well as a bit of a laugh. Rejection after rejection was all he
found. Everyone was better, more experienced, more talented. The
idea of becoming a professional performer was becoming less
appealing and less feasible.
The dream was fading and the harsh
reality of the entertainment world began to dawn upon him.
One
night, as he walked along the streets of Bangsar contemplating his
future, he noticed a small dimly lit pub called Tattlers. Not one
to give up easily, he found the courage to enter and inquire about
a job. It just so happened that the owner was looking for musicians
at the time and an audition was arranged for the following Friday
afternoon. This was it. This was the last effort, the final
countdown….
Friday came and he was nervous. But the audition
went well thanks to the organ that was on stage. His shaking legs
were hidden from the management and the right choice of songs
earned him his first job as a professional musician. The job
required three 45-minute sets a night on weekdays and 4 on weekends
and paid RM500.00. Amir had 15 songs prepared, most of which he
couldn't sing or play properly. It didn't matter. He had been
hired…finally. A year passed and he became disillusioned with pub
singing. The endless requests and verbal abuse were taking its
toll. There must be more to it than this he thought and in a
momentary lapse of reason, he packed his bags, withdrew all he had
(RM1500) and headed for Europe.
Starting off in
Switzerland, he basked and
hitch hiked his way around
Germany,
France,
England and
Amsterdam until the winter months forced him to
stop. Fortunately, a friend offered him a job as windsurfing
instructor in a resort in the
Maldives and thought he knew nothing about the
sport; the islands seemed more appealing than the cold, sunless
days of the European winter. The music went into hibernation for a
year, as Amir became a longhaired, bronzed muscled beach bum.
A
year passed and he got restless. The seed of music had been planted
and a burning desire to return to the city and perform grew day by
day. He returned to Kuala Lumpur and managed to get a job at the
Bier Keller as a soloist. Determined, fit and with long half
dreaded sun bleached hair, he moved from pub to pub for the next 7
years until one day he entered a competition.
Carlsberg were holding their
annual Top of the Pubs competition and it seemed like a good idea
to enter. Win or not, the exposure would allow him to charge a
little more for performing and it seemed like a step up in the
right direction.
After a few rounds, he was tipped to be the
winner and if not for an undisciplined performance at the final, he
would have won. He settled for first runner up with a cash prize of
RM3000. During the semi finals, one of the judges approached him
during a break. His name was Roslan Aziz and he offered to meet
with Amir to discuss music. The difference between Amir and the
rest of the performers is that Amir sand a few originals and this
is what Roslan was interested in. He was in the process of grooming
Zainal Abidin and they needed songs. They would meet again at the
British Council during a performance by songwriters and it was then
that he offered Amir a performance with Zainal at a club called
Scandals in Bukit Bintang. This was the beginning of Amir's career
with Roslan Aziz Productions (R.A.P) and would span three years,
concerts and touring, stardom and groupies but still, no
album.
Eventually, Amir's contract came to an end and though he
was asked to renew it, he wanted more. Not more money, but more in
terms of recording his music. He had recorded two songs of his own
on a compilation album called Ikhlas, and written numerous hits for
Zainals album, Hijau but that wasn't enough. The press highlighted
his departure from RAP and a small independent production house
called Scat Records, owned by Michael Veerapen. They offered him a
one album contract and creative control but no income. Amir
returned to the pubs to earn a living, eventually opening his own
called After Five. Within six months he released his debut album,
Some of this is Real that went on to win Best English Album of the
Year in 1996 at the AIM awards. Things were supposed to take off
after this but lack of promotional funding saw him back in the pubs
once the hype had died down.
But the bar was happening. The
best of the best played at his venue and he moved out and opened a
larger one called X'tacy. X'tacy live up to it's name and became
the best live music bar in town.
Amir then produced another
album Altered Native under his own independent label, Ragtime.
Altered Native was distributed by Universal Music and managed to
bag three nominations at the AIM awards but failed to clinch any
awards. Once again, lack of funding and promotion forced Amir to
continue the pub circuit supplemented by the occasional voiceover
job from advertising agencies. The voice over work began to prove
to be more lucrative and he enjoyed the work. The pub performances
declined and he dedicated himself to it and hung up his songwriters
hat for awhile.
Disney
offered him the role of
Tarzan in the new Disney animated feature and he
jumped for it. But the music still remained in the background.
Suddenly without warning, it surfaced in 2002 and he recorded
Aquarius, his latest album that he released in September. Working
together with Australian musician/songwriter and producer, Jamie
Wilson, Aquarius has proved to be Amir's strongest piece of work to
date.