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I believe in writing — nothing else; just writing. Man may live
like a worm, but he writes like a god. There was a time when that
secret was known, but now it has been forgotten; the world is
composed of disintegrating fragments, an incoherent dark chaos,
sustained by writing alone.
If you have a concept of the world, if you have not yet forgotten
all that has happened , that
you have a world at all, it
is writing that has created that for you, and ceaselessly goes on
creating it;
Logos, the invisible spider’s thread that
holds our lives together.
Imre Kertész (born November 9, 1929, Budapest) is a Hungarian Jewish
author, Holocaust concentration camp survivor, and winner of the Nobel Prize in Literature
in 2002.
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Kaddis a meg nem született gyermekért (1990)
Kaddish for a Child Not Born (translated by Christopher
C. Wilson and Katharina M. Wilson), 1999
- If one takes the path of success, then one ends up either
successful or unsuccessful, there is no third alternative.
- I read somewhere; while God still existed one sustained a
dialogue with God, and now that He no longer exists one has to
sustain a dialogue with other people, I guess, or, better still,
with oneself, that is to say, one talks or mumbles to oneself.
• I do what I have to do, although I don’t know why I have
to.
• I am still here, although I don’t know why; accidentally, I
guess, as I was born; I am as much or as little accomplice to my
staying alive as I was to my birth.
• Man is always a little at fault, that’s all.
• I stayed alive therefore I am,
• At any rate I found myself writing because I had to write,
although I didn’t know why.
• For me this is a fact, writing is necessity, I don’t know why,
but it seems it was the only solution offered to me, even if it
doesn’t solve anything.
• What we usually mean by fate is what we least understand, that
is to say, ourselves, that subversive, unknown individual
constantly plotting against us, whom , estranged and alienated but
still bowing with disgust before his might, we call, for the of
simplicity, fate.
• When I look ahead I only look back, when I stare at the paper
I only see the past;
• ‘Auschwitz cannot be explained.’ And yet , it doesn’t take a
Wittgenstein to notice that the sentence is faulty even from the
point of pure linguistic logic;
• I look up the glorious air or the clouds into which I keep
digging my grave with my pen, diligently, like a forced
laborer.
• The sentence ‘Auschwitz cannot be explained is faulty simply
from a formal point of view, for anything that is has an
explanation, even if by necessity a merely self-serving faulty, so
so explanation.
• By way of that wretched sentence ‘ Auschwitz cannot be
explained’ is the wretched author explaining that we should be
silent concerning Auschwitz, that Auschwitz doesn’t exist, or,
rather, that it didn’t , for the only facts that cannot be
explained are those that don’t or didn’t exist.
• On the other hand, what is really irrational and what truly
cannot be explained is not evil but, contrarily, the good.
• Failure alone remains as the one single accomplishable
experience;
• The world is not our imagination but our nightmare, full of
inconceivable surprises-
• Nothing upsets me as much as a shop window jammed full of
objects; such windows literally depress, sadden, even demoralize
me.
• My body is foreign to me that body that sustains me and will,
ultimately, kill me.
• Cognitively we don’t know and will never discover what
occasions the cause of our existence, we don’t know the purpose of
our existence and we don’t know why we have to disappear from here
once we have been placed here, I don’t know, why I have to live
this fragmentary existence, which happened to be my lot, instead of
a life that perhaps does exist somewhere. Why did I get this lot?
This sex, this body, this awareness, this geographic setting, this
fate, this language, this history, this rented room?
• I have felt that some sort of awful shame is attached to my
name and that I have somehow brought this shame along from
somewhere I have never been, and that I have carried this sin as my
sin even though I have never committed it; this sin pursues me all
my life, which life is undoubtedly not my own even thought I live
it , I suffer from it die of it.
• ‘No”- I could never be another person’s father, fate, god,
“No”- it should never happen to another child, what happened to me;
my childhood. (Auschwitz).
• How can we do justice even when it concerns truth itself,
since for me only one truth exists, my truth, even if it is a
delusion, yes, my delusion; my delusion.
• Auschwitz, I told her, appears to me in the image of a father;
yes, the two terms, Auschwitz, and father, resonate the same echoes
in me, and if the observation is that God is an exalted father,
then God, too is revealed to me in the image of Auschwitz.
Felszámolás
(Liquidation) (2003)
- Let us call our man, the hero of this story, Kingbitter. We
imagine a man, and a name to go with him. Or conversely, let us
imagine the name, and the man to go with it.
- For Kingbitter the Hamlet
question did not run “To be or not to be?” but “Am I or am I
not?”
- Boredom. He takes it with him everywhere, like an angry shaggy
terrier that he sets on others from time to time.
- You just sit here and tolerate it, the same way everything in
this country is tolerated. Every deception, every lie, every bullet
in the brains. Just as you are already tolerating bullets in the
brains that will be implemented only after the bullet is put in
your brains.
- I never truly believed in what I believed.
- Man, when reduced to nothing, or in other words a survivor, is
not tragic but comic, because he has no fate.
- Survivors represent a separate species, just like an animal
species. We are all survivors, that is what determines our perverse
and degenerate mental world. Auschwitz.
- Only from our stories can we discover that our stories have
come to an end, otherwise we would go on living as if there were
still something for us to continue (our stories, for example); that
is , we would go on living in error.
- Writers complete their works, whether those be thousands of
pages long or just a few laconic lines.
- Good can be done in a life in which Evil the life principle,
but only at the cost of the doer’s sacrificing his life.
- If you’re a revolutionary, you shouldn’t have started a
family.
- I had gotten into the habit of sleeping late because I had
started to see that this was the only sensible way I could kill
time.
- But I believe in writing — nothing else; just writing. Man may
live like a worm, but he writes like a god. There was a time when
that secret was known, but now it has been forgotten; the world is
composed of disintegrating fragments, an incoherent dark chaos,
sustained by writhing alone. If you have a concept of the world, if
you have not yet forgotten all that has happened , that you have a
world at all, it is writing that has created that for you, and
ceaselessly goes on creating it; Logos, the invisible spider’s
thread that holds our lives together.
- Writers sometimes cast themselves into the most profound depths
of despair in order to master it and move on.
- A person’s true means of expression is his life. Living the
shame of life and maintaining silence, that was the greatest
accomplishment of all.
- That evening he talked about Leonardo and Michelangelo. It is
impossible to place them in the human world, he said. It is
impossible to comprehend how anything that attests to greatness has
survived; it is obviously a result of innumerable chance events and
of human incomprehension, he said. If people had understood the
greatness of those works, they would have destroyed them long ago,
fortunately , people have lost their flair for greatness and only
their flair for murder has persisted, though undoubtedly they have
refined the latter, their flair for murder, to an art, almost to
point of greatness, he said.
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